February 2009
1 post
The Chain
You dream of chains.
I dream of freedom.
You see chaos.
I see love.
You are the Priest.
I am the Peasant.
You hold the chain.
I hold the wall.
December 2008
7 posts
Pill
Little Pill. On my table. You and your bothers and going to make me feel good, right? Wrong. Fuck off, I’m tired. Where’s my book of Haikus?
Anchorman
I
Am a Lamp.
You
Can love me.
I Broke Up with My Boyfriend.
malfunction:
Because, frankly, I can’t deal with someone being like “I want a serious relationship” and “you mean something to me” who then just turns around and accuses me of lying to him all the time.
I mean, really, fuck you.
I’m not as upset as I was the first one-and-a-half times.
So does this mean we’re on for next month?
Haikus are fun. I have books about them.
From J. W. Hackett:
Deep within the stream the huge fish lies motionless, facing the current.
I’ve got a notebook with nothing but haikus I’ve done around here somewhere, if I can find it, I’ll post some.
Took 150 mg DPH at 9:10 PM.
malfunction:
Just a little reminder to myself.
Barely a platform dose (I did about double the first time I ever even took the stuff), but I’ve heard this shit is ridiculously unpredictable, and such a low dose can have the exact same effect as 600mg (which I have also done). I also just honestly don’t need to get fucked up on a school night—DPH is just one of those things where every once in...
Not really poetry, but I think it sounds good.
Woke up this morning from a frightened sleep. When I say sleep, it was more like a wink. Turn on my telly and what did I see? A damn cute picture of a-little ol’ me. Now, I been smokin’ an’ a-sinin’ an’ a-drinkin’ for free. I been shootin’ an’ a-killin’ man, you shoulda seen me. Now I feel somethin’ from my head to my feet…...
Poetry in motion.
I know. I know. I know. I know....
November 2008
4 posts
Lights
In a world of darkness In a world of hate We find few lights. These lights guide us on our paths Caress us with their glow. We often take them for granted And we don’t know what we’ve got until they’re gone.
Multiple Blogs on one account FTW
If I’ve ever said anything bad about Tumblr, I take it back.
I have a new main site now, http://cboti.tumblr.com. You should go there and follow.
Tumblr and My Forgetfulness
So, I forgot the password for my main Tumblr, I guess. I had it saved in my wand, but it won’t take. So whatevs. I’ll be using this one until I make a new one in about 10 seconds.
Ties That Bind / A Longing Heart
These ties are binding Forever holding. They pull me against my will Hold me even in darkest night. As I lay here, chained in eternal suffering, I can think of only one thing. I can think only of my love… So great in every way… Such a site, moving, like a mother looking upon her fair haired child couldn’t be more infatuated. Now as it stands, I’m trapped Suffering...